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February 13, 2012

TO MAKE BREAD IS LOVE.



Once an unexpected acquaintance said these words to me, in a very unexpected setting. I don't think I'll ever forget them.

It happened when, for 18 hours, I ended up on an island for an alternative lifestyle retreat... of sorts. After a bus-ferry-van-boat ride, I landed with a group of study abroad friends at the Praia do Coqueiro.

As we neared the beach, the moon and the sun sat across from each other in the sky. In the lingering sunlight, and the growing light of the moon, I saw the people on the beach start to greet us from afar, jumping and dancing arm in arm. A woman on our boat kept yelling, "My Family! My Family!" There were lots of introductions. People on the beach were from Italy, Israel, Brazil, Spain.

I had inadvertently entered into a Rainbow.

I suppose I had a number of different visceral reactions to the situation. (Thanks to my journal, I can tell you that "other people also like to howl at the moon," and "english is more universal than I realized --> so is being a hippie" were two of them.)

Anyways, there eventually came a tour of the education/entertainment tent wreathed in peace flags, the sleeping area, the bathing stream, the communal pantry. As we wandered through we met a man from Israel, who sat - free of all clothing except for the minimal protection afforded by a swath of fur - carefully baking flatbread over a pile of coals in the sand.

I don't remember his name, but I do remember this: some time later a few of the "family" were kicking around a soccer ball under the light of the now full moon. Suddenly the Israeli baker arrived, (this time, thwarted by neither pants nor fur-swath). He joined right into the game, compelling someone to ask, "Aren't you tired? You've been baking bread all day!"

"No," he said. "Fazer pão é amor!"

He may not have said it with the verve I'd like to associate with such a bizarrely profound utterance. Perhaps his words carried more weight for me because the whole experience was like visiting an alternate universe, in a lot of ways. Still, I think about what he said every now and then. And when I make bread, I like to think that in a way, it is love.

The bread he made was absolutely delicious.



This weekend I decided to make focaccia for the first time. The gentlemen at Hot Knives make every recipe seem pretty badass - "Our Friend: Focaccia" included. If you have a whole day to spend at home, make this. My only regret is that I didn't eat it right out of the oven.


Mise en place, they said, is important. This is not my forte...


Getting my paws dirty, however,


and resting, I can do.







It's a beautiful thing, no?



P.S. - You can tell by the different types of light in my pictures that this whole focaccia-journey can take you through an entire afternoon/evening into the morning.


February 7, 2012


America loves BEFORE and AFTER. Right??

Me too. I love BEFORE and AFTER specials! They're so satisfying. Maybe I have a thing about watching people and places as they're sculpted or cleaned into tidier, sleeker, shinier versions. (Hopefully I'm not this bad, but still, he's pretty amazing...)

I think it's partly the satisfaction of watching something or someone be reformed. But it's also feeling like you've been let in on a secret, on someone's most private life. It's comforting to know that other people are also flawed, and sometimes, desperately in need of help to improve some area of their life. It's sort of like finally getting to see behind the public veneer of that really-put-together person, into their terrifyingly messy closet after it has exploded into an entire room!

The shame! The horror! The delight! It's a distinctly guilty pleasure. And I think it wins us all over in the end because BEFORE/AFTERs always have a happy ending.

So, in honor of the peculiar guilty pleasure that is BEFORE and AFTER, here's one of my (small) happy endings.



BEFORE:


DURING:


I was even patient and methodical and I washed my new, squat little containers first.

AFTER!

All my ducks in a row... No bags, less mess, more beauty. These have lovely wide mouths that you can actually fit a measuring spoon into! But, I wanted better light for my pictures. So I waited. And then I waited too long, and my battery was dead. So I had to use my old camera to capture the brief moment of golden sunshine that so brilliantly surprised me on Sunday afternoon.




Thanks to Smitten Kitchen for providing a better-spice-storage model! I guess you're supposed to store them somewhere that's not directly in the sun. That's the next step. (And thanks to my very dirty window sill for presenting another area for improvement...)

January 29, 2012

POPPED COLOR*


Ever since I met this shirt (JCrew) I can't get enough of the color. This might be the first time I've ever really wanted to wear pink. Neon azalea, pink voltage...whatever the name, I'm ready!


I've only worn it once, but I can't wait to wear it with my new, $7.00 necklace - buttoned up, buttoned up all the way. Yesterday I surrendered and did what you're supposed to do at the mall, impulsively. Now I can wear this color all the time.



I may be late to the game, but I'm having fun...



*The main image for the Blythe blouse on JCrew's website has the collar popped! I swear I found out immediately after I wrote up a title! It was meant to be.

January 28, 2012

PORCH

This morning I had brunch at Porch with good good friends. The very handsome (and robust!) menu options may have lured us into a pretty languid, sunday-morning-like haze. Still, we persevered and launched ourselves into a full day of shopping shopping shopping shopping. It was a nice way to kick off GET IT DONE day.



























January 27, 2012

IT'S TIME



Every now and then I avoid doing something because it makes me nervous or worried. Usually these kinds of somethings are complicated, at least compared to what I do on an everyday basis. Even if they may be - on the simplest level - just making a purchase or sending a series of emails, I worry that I'll mess up, or I worry that it will be emotionally uncomfortable in some way.

And every now and then, one of these tasks I've been avoiding becomes more and more unapproachable the longer I avoid doing it. Then it becomes heavier and more nagging, and more uncomfortable in my mind. Somehow, I've been known to leave this kind of thing hanging over my head for months... no, years.

Julie and Jimmy - remember that custom tray I sent you for your one year wedding anniversary? Yup. That was supposed to be a wedding gift. For your wedding day.

The problem is that not only do I put something off indefinitely, I'm still thinking about it. Daily. And every day that I think about it I feel terrible that I haven't done it.

Yeah, it's scary. It's unreasonable and I have decided to declare it unacceptable! I'm an adult person who allows procrastination to completely drown my common sense and normal feelings of agency in a filthy, fetid, stagnant pool of sloth.

But no more! I've decided to join forces with my friends and family to capitalize on the momentum inherent in the first month of every new year. This year my sister helped me to choose this weekend to finally just get it DONE.

So what the heck. Join us! I know I'm not alone here... think of a "something" that you've been putting off, and put it off no longer. Do it. It's contagious!

GET.
IT.
DONE.

Need a soundtrack? "Gotta Get Up (Another Day)" Jill Scott, Experience: Jill Scott 826+

January 25, 2012

SANDWICH ART

So it might be a while before I figure out CSS… But I had to post in the middle of this style mess.

I had to.

Today I ate an incredibly good sandwich – a great one, even! I didn’t take a picture because I just couldn’t tear myself away once I got my hands on it. It was beautiful, and it was infatuation at first grasp.

Of all the myriad forms a meal can take, to me, the sandwich is the most intimate. The most personal.

The physical act of sandwich eating involves a sort of embrace. You have to wrap your paws around the thing. If it is a good specimen, you will need to grip it with confidence and care, enclosing that delicious, architectural marvel strategically so that no stray morsels fall out before you’re able to slurp them into your maw.

Once I’m holding a good sandwich, I almost never put it down until I’m done.
If I have to free up the right or left hand to take a drink or to eat some accompanying snack, I will… but I prefer to dedicate at least one hand completely to the business of the sandwich. (If you ever see me eat a bacon cheeseburger, you’ll notice it’s true!)

Once I’m holding a good sandwich, it becomes my main focus. My macroscopic world zooms in suddenly to the microscopic melding in a holy union of vegetables and meat, sliding around in a lathery bed of well-spread condiments.

When all of the elements I crave the most come together between two pieces of bread in perfect proportions, eating a great sandwich feels like enlightenment. Sometimes, I can’t stop myself from describing my thorough enjoyment of a great sandwich as having a relationship with the thing. That’s what happened to me today, although it doesn’t typically happen all that often.

Maybe, just maybe, if I lay out a formula for why this one was so good, I can increase my chances of scarfing a similarly artful sandwich in the future. And so, I bring to you my FIVE essential elements for a relationship sandwich:

1. Good tasting bread with desirable texture . Crunchy, seeded, soft and/or any combination of these as long as the texture does not embody the grey areas between these spectrum ideals too much. Bread should not be any thicker than the total thickness of the sandwich contents.

2. A substance that provides creaminess. Mayo, melted cheese, or even a soft non-melted cheese – hummus will do, too!

3. Fresh, crisp vegetables to provide moisture and crunchy contrast. These should be flavorful on their own or lightly dressed (as in a slaw!) and should never rebel against horizontal positioning. They should be able to lie flat without too much sandwich disfiguration or protrusion.

4. A tasty, deliciously seasoned lean meat (an allowable exception being salami or mortadella, etc).

5. One or two other condiments to add more sauciness and another layer of flavor – mustard, bbq sauce, hot sauce, vinegar and oil, etc.

A lot of the choices I made while crafting today’s sandwich were on a whim, so I guess it’s mostly luck that led me to this particular sandwich nirvana. Special thanks must be paid to Wegmans for the Vienna roll and the delightfully spicy Wango Tango sauce (Dinosaur BBQ brand).

I grilled the chicken breast with a little bit of Sensuous Slathering sauce (again, Dinosaur BBQ brand). The red cabbage slaw was:

• thinly sliced red cabbage
• chopped green onions
• chopped parsley (maybe cilantro would be better next time?)

With a dressing of:

• rice vinegar
• a combination of olive, canola, and sesame oils
• a grind of black pepper
• a very healthy sprinkling of celery seeds
• honey
• lime juice

Behold! Sandwich art!



Need a soundtrack? “Hot Thing,” Talib Kweli, Eardrum

January 24, 2012

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

I'm working on it!!